So here is the thing.... I have been big all my life! I have been called many names... the worst was 'monster'. Amazing! I held my fatty stomach while looking on the mirror and thought: 'If I could just slice this chunk off my body, I would be perfect!' But there is almost no sense of achieve in that... I am determined to end this year at least 20 kg lighter. I am going to do it! I know I can! How? Well, first of all, I have studied my own body to the point where I know what is good for my metabolism. Some 'greens' are not good for me, some juices are not good for me.... I can't stand the look of tomato sauce but I like eating tomatoes🍅 in some salads. I love cucumbers but they are not good for me if I eat them in the evening. I have spent some time getting to know me nutritionally but didn't add any serious form of exercise . I am pretty sure I will achieve more. I want to wear size 16👖👗, easily, without girdles and stuff. A girdle is cur